geram punya pasal

bulan-bulan puase nie tak bole nak marah kan..
so aku geram je...
aku dah sound.. jgn bukak..jgn buka lain...
ko bukak jugak kan...
degil...
sebab kau degil and aku jugak yang susah hujung bulan nanti tak bole nak surf
degan geramnnyer...
aku block website tu...
hamik..
bukan my tonton je aku block.. dengan youtube pown aku block sekali..
senang..
lepas nie tak de dah nak tegok video2 bagai..
buat aku punyer tenet makin cepat je jalan..
aku jugak yg susah sebab hujung bulan tak bole nak surf sebab dah sampai limit...
so...degan kejammnya aku block..muhahahahaha...
puas hati aku !!

sweetest thing..

my sweet memories with you...

no word to describe

let the picture do the talking

love you so much

khairul zamani

 saya gemok

ok bye..

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah.. praise to God
last night i see my mom accepted him to be in my life
she like very excited to talk with him
again alhamdulillah

ant to him.. although you refuse to buka puasa
with us.. but you did come after my mom invited you in..
thanks for that :)
love you so much

hope this Ramadhan will make our relationship
goes stronger everyday

adess!!

nak kawin.. sebab aku rasa aku nie dah wajib kawin
tapi...
aku kata tunggu sikit je lagi untuk habis belajar
family kata kerja dulu
orang2 kata awal lagi nak kawin..
orang2 kata lagi..dah gatal lah tu nak kawin

hmmm... tapi..bukan ke hukum couple tu haram/tidak boleh
soo..macam mane ni??
kang kalau kawin awal..mulelah orang2 berkata2
lagipon sekarang nie kalau nak kawen
budget bukan ciput2...
huhuhuhuhu...
kang kalau buat yang wajib je macam tunang simple2
nikah and kenduri
orang pulak mengata..
tunang kejap pastu nikah pon orang mengata
contoh " tu kawin cpt2 ade lah tu.." "dah sangkut lah tu" mcm lagi lah
tak paham betul aku.
.
dah tentu2 couple tu tak boleh
tunang lama2 pon x elok
abis tu macam mane???


p/s : bercinta boleh..bercouple tak boleh... perbezaan.. korang dah besar fikir sendiri.. sebab ape bercouple tak boleh sebab mendekati zina..sebab fitrah manusia.. contoh..bau mcd..comfirm terliur nk makan mcd kannn...
sebab tu aku nak kahwinn..sebab da wajib sangat dah nie kahwinn...huhuhuhu (sebelum aku buat dosa banyak2 baik aku kahwin...x nak buat dosa bnyk2)

frustration

this is the first time i see my mother is comfortable with my man
and you blew your chance dear
i think why my mom is comfortable is
one
 because she wanted to get to know you
two
because there is not so many people in my grandmother house
three
she really wanted to see who you are

and you blew your golden chances romeo
i knew my mom very well
before this she NEVER ever ever invited my boyfriend to come with us to visit my grandmother
but she invited YOU!! why cant you see that???

earlier in the car
she did mention about you not going
she ask me why
i just tell her that you shy
she said it just for one days and one night
not long enough to keep you get nervous
i just smile when she said that
and that show that she really wanted to meet you

you not only get me feeling so down
but also you let my mom down
she really looking forward to meet you
but you???
rather choose to play football with your friend instead of meeting my mom??
and it really make me feel sad
seriously
what my mom will think about you now??
that you were coward?

i think going to visit my family in hari raya is not good enough
because there were lot of my cousin
and my mom will feel not really comfortable to have you there
to get to know you because she will get busy cooking in the kitchen

dont blame me if you didnt get the same chances that she give you earlier these days
i will not helps you anymore
whatever you want to do now
is up to you
my feeling and my thought will not count for you
after all i'm a stranger in your life
who am i to nagging to you?

when you said to me
"find someone else better than you for me"
that make me feel sooooo sad
because clearly you dont really want me to be in your life
here what im thinking now
why dont you find someone else that is better than me?
i think im not perfect for you here
cz what is important for me doesn't count and make sense for you

truthfully
laila khalida

sorry

sorry sangat2 utk korang-korang yang baca blog aku nihh
pertamanya sebab..
entry aku dah macam rojak dah
kejap melayu..
kejap omputih
mesti ade yang bace blog aku nih gelakkan aku kan..
ye lah
mesti korang kate "apelah minah nih..omputih tunggang langgang lagi mau tulis omputih"
kann..kann..

well aku minta maaf sgt2
aku still lagi dalam proses learning
practice make perfect.. ye dok??

so marilah kite same2 practice... omputih dan juga melayu..
(^_^)V

awesomeness days

for the past couple of days.. including these day..

i have awsamm days

first of all

i had a great time with mie" amor

such a cute guy he is

although some of his word really make me down

but still he make it up

and make my day as bright as a sun

i loved him so much

i just cant imagine how on earth i will react if i lost him

in the battle of love

his name always be in all of my prayers..

i hope he was meant for me..

and not to forget.. thanks a lot to him

because he carry my bag all the way from KL to JB

seriously my bag really heavy...
and for that.. again

i love u so much mr.Khairul Zamani..(^_^)

and when i reached JB

the first thing is

ive get to eat home cook dinner

that was so awsammm

then..

today

i go out with my friend

linda,dewi and p-tos

we had a great time together

spen our time in our old school

met all of our teacher (well not all of them are there now)

then we go for bowling

and then we met radzi

and chat until dark...

we planned to make a small gathering

among out batches 

hopefully this time we all can meet

and share our story...

monday blues

today is really wordless monday
nothing to say
no word to describe
just felt like crying out lout
but i just cant

taking a really deep breath here
trying to control own emotion
nothing to cry about
nothing to be sad about

keep reminding myself here
it not worth if im crying
yeah..
sometimes
what done cannot be undone

am i a moron?
am i stupid??
seriously i feel im both of it

remind for my self here
never ever ever have any expectation
and stop getting hurt by other
make yourself as cheer and bubbly as before
enjoy your life to the maximum

civilization

holla world!!!
just back from camp.. in hutan lipur jerangkang pahang..
2 weeks in the jungle make me feel like soooo miss the civilization...huhuhu

2 weeks there.. many thing had happen..
a bit of drama
a bit of drama queen
a bit of frustrating

but overall
its all ok..

i had my great time..

my leg attacked by the mosquito there..

damn

day dream in hammock...

loud snoring guy just below me..

=_="