should i??

this feeling comes again..
the happiness.. the warmth.. the smile..
all that takes to make u happy..

sometimes i am afraid to think bout it..
but i can't deny it..
i can't lie to myself..
am i ready to get open my heart again?
am i ready to love and be loved?
am i ready to get hurt again??

i dont know why i love him..
he always make me smile...
he brings sun and rainbow in my heart..
i like him as he is
i cant deny my feeling for him...

now.. i can only hope
that he could be the one..
cz im tired of frustrating
tired of crying every single night..
tired of being alone.

should i expend the feeling??
or should i kept to myself??

you all are invited..come.. its sure fun :)

come down to UPM

to watch healing hands

at

experimental theater (panggung percubaan)

8.00 pm

doomed, dead, or both

so..

this is how i am today..

got a quiz.. and we need to do a calculation on it..

gosh how i hate math...huhuhuhu

i dont know what i answer..

just simply calculate and answer....

hahahahaha

(test and assessment class)

this is basically me for past few days..

so many thing to do in one shot..

sometimes the strategy of killing two birds by one stone doesn't works..

and its sucks

gosh... i cant wait for this semester to end..

just want to pass everything..

its not that easy..

erasing your name in my heart is not like erasing a writing in a books
i need more time..
more time to remove you from my heart....
cz.. i wont be able to let anyone in... if u still im my heart..

thats all tq.

tabahkan hati

wa... akhirnya...minor performance for theater end.. only the major performance left...
ive been cam-whore-ing in the class... hahahahaha...
the performance of my fellow friend was superb.. :)
thanks salam and yeng cz tolong angkat props..
thanks ijan.. untuk makeup..:)

come enjoy cam-whoring..

hehehe

 my groups..

elvira.charles.ruth

only major performance left..
and tinggal beberapa minggu nak habiskan sem nie... yeahhh... tabahkan hati.....
hehehehhehe....

owh dalam kelas tadi aq buat ni...

aq tak tau naper aq boleh teringat kat dia lagik... huhuhu

last pic dari aq...

jangan vomit yer...

~~tada~~

wink wink

doodle

entah sejak bile aku pandai men "doodle" nie..huhuhu
biase aku aku doodle (conteng) aku akan lukis rumah.. bunga..
tapi kali nie.. mood mendoodle aku cantik lah pulak...
 sepanjang2 kelas untuk hari ni.. aku tak berapa fokus..
mendoodle je kerja aku..huhuhuhuhu






lihatlah hasil doodle aku...

kelas etika perguruan (teachers ethic)

writing class (lakaran untuk bad teacher)

drama class 0_o

untuk kelas last aku lepaking di luar kelas...hahahaha..

doodle lan aq untuk test and assessment class nnt aku hapdate.. cz berkaitan dengan satu isu..:P

 sekian doodlelan dan bebelan aq... hahahaha

kata-kata itu

si gadis : betul ke awak nak kan saya
si jejaka : yer..
si gadis :saya tak nak kecewa lagi. saya bercinta bukan untuk main2 dan bukan untuk berpisah
si jejaka : samalah macam saya. untuk apa kita bertemu sekarang dan teruskan perhubungan jika untuk berpisah kan....

IAY anda igt lagi tak kata-kata nie... tapi awk juga yang minta perpisahan..
*just a memory within myself bout u*

entry basi..

hahahaha... sorry entry nie agak da basi sket..
cz nak hapdate pasal hari raya aidil adha...:P
memandangkan raya haji taon lepas aq tak balik...
so raya haji tahun ni diwajibkan balik oleh ibunda terchenta...
hehehe....
aq ape lagik... wo..wo..wo.. balik kampuinggg....hehehehe

walaupun sekejap.. tapi sangat berbaloi...
sebab sampai2 je rumah atok dekat batu pahat...
aq kacau acik...hehehehe
bile dier bagun...first yang aku tanya.. acik rindu usu tak??
hehehe...
lepas tu baik pulak dia suruh aku tidur sebelah die...hehehe

ayat yang paling tak boleh blah...

acik : usu tengok gigi usu..
          eee....tak cu gongak.....
 dalam hati aku...siput sedut punya budak... hahaha

aku telah menjadi mangsa buli dia.. dari suruh buat susu..sampailah ke dokong di belakang... penat aq..huhuhuhu...



sesi gambo sesuka suki...

lihatlah mereka begitu riang bersantai dihadapan tv...

booduck botak yg ske ckp tp takut org..

lihatlah bondaku yang tekun surfing..

pembuli mak usu yang tegar

die start wat muke dahh..(padahal x kc aq balik kl kann)

ek ehh gumbira lak dier..

budak botak bersama ayahanda nya..

pembuli tegar nie lagik..huhuhu

aniq.. mahu tapi malu...

soh aq amek gambo tp malu nk posing..appara...hahaha

entry diakhiri dengan klip video budak bootakk..hahahaha

(sile abaikan suare sayer)

just keep smiling..

just keep smiling..even u were hurt deep down inside..
cz with ur smile.. u could hide the pain and sorrow inside of your heart..
yes..its hard... but life have to go on..
be happy with our own life..
that is basically what am i trying to do now..

missing u is like a razor that been cutting my heart..
love for u is like toxin for me... stuck in one corner and brings effect to myself..
gosh.. how could i forget all the things about you?? when i kept missing you??
even though now i know the answer why you couldnt accept me...
im still missing you..
why must i shed a tear for you??

if everything was opposite
sugar would be salt
love would be hate
and you would be dead!

me.. bad gurl again???

title agak tak leh blah...hahahhaha
actually its a song that been my fav long time ago...
but now it keep repeating in my head....
waaa.... kind of scaryyy...hahahah <--- dah gilos...

 its from holly valance..

kiss kiss

*from yuotube*

hehehehehe..

When you look at me tell me what do you see 
This is what you get it's the way I am 
When I look at you I wannabe I wannabe
Somewhere close to heaven with Neanderthal man
Don't go, I know you want to touch me
Here there and everywhere 
Sparks fly when we are together 
You can't deny the facts of life

You don't have to act like a star 
Try your moves in the back of the car
Don't you know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my 
Mwah! Mwah!
Don't play the games that you play
Cause You know that I won't run away
Why ain't you asking me to stay
Because tonight I'm gonna give you my 
Mwah! Mwah!
(Uh!)

You could be my baby 
What's your starsign?
Won't you take a step
Into the lion's den?
I can hear my conscience calling me
Calling me
Say I'm gonna be a bad girl again   (ayat yang terngiang2 dalam kepala)
Why don't you come on over
We can't leave this all undone
Got the devil on my shoulder
There's no place for you to run

You don't have to act like a star 
Try your moves in the back of the car
Don't you know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my 
Mwah! Mwah!
Don't play the games that you play
Cause You know that I won't run away
Why ain't you asking me to stay
Because tonight I'm gonna give you my 
Mwah! Mwah!

If you forget
I'll remind you
If you're paranoid
Look behind you
If You lose your head
I'll find you
Sending you my kiss

If you forget
I'll remind you
If you're paranoid
Look behind you
If You lose your head
I'll find you
Kiss kiss

Don't Go
Mwah! Mwah!
I-I
I-I
Mwah!
(Oh Yeah)
You don't have to act like a (Uh)
Try your moves in the back of your (Uh Uh Uh)
You Know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my 
Kiss

(Ah)

Mwah!
You don't have to act like a star 
Try your moves in the back of the car
Don't you know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my 
Mwah! Mwah!
Don't play the games that you play
Cause You know that I won't run away
Why ain't you asking me to stay
Cause tonight I'm gonna give you my 
Mwah! Mwah!

You don't have to act like a star 
(Whoa!)
Try your moves in the back of the car
Don't you know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my 
(Because tonight you gonna get my )
Mwah! Mwah!
Don't play the games that you play
Cause You know that I won't run away
Why ain't you asking me to stay
Because tonight I'm gonna give you my 

am i gonna be a bad gurl again??

heh.. it depends on me..

not be bad lah... just a little naughty...

that all...hahahahaha...

well that me... cz im going to have fun out of it..~LOL~

gosh

gosh..please stop it..
u want me to forget bout it right.. so stop what you were doing..
dont even send me a message.. cz u only make it worse..
 its hurt u know..
after all ive done.. please dont make it worthless..
didnt u get enough??
making my life miserable??
what actually u want from me???

nak balikkkk...

mood belajar dah flying around.... dont want to go for any lecture.. T_T
i want to go homeeeee.... i wantt.... i want.... T_T
so tired lately...
 really need nice and relax massage from my mom...

today class is interesting..
dr.jayakaran mukundan...
u really did inspired me a lot..
on how to be a good teacher.. :D

but reading class... the most scared class and tension class i ever had..
but.. its worth it... because... get a lot of information in it..
how to get students to read better..

just hope this week will end fast.. cz i want to go homee....
i want homeee.... i want my mommm T_T
~~~ lalalallalala~~~