meaningful

have you ever listen to this song?

seriously..
the meaning is so deep..
as a Malay we should know this song..
the aesthetic value is so high..
and the song also very nice to listen to...

i love you... i miss you

i love you

i miss you

did you guys organised this two sentences?

i bet you do..

^-^

this two sentences always came to your mind for the ones that you love the most

well

same here

everyday will text a massage that content  "i luv u or miss u"

love for someone is a feeling that you must appreciate

when you love some one

you will feel like the world is yours 

what am i trying to say here is 

have you ever use this sentences for your family?

did you ever tell them that you loved them or how much you miss them?

yeah..

you probably say that of course you love your family

and of course your family knows how much you loved them 

but

you never know right

sometimes people doesnt know anything until you tell them

for last 6 month

ive been saying that to my mom 

at least twice a month

at first seriously 

i feel embarrassed to say that to her

even in massages

why is that?

did you ever feel the same like me?

but now i realized

that telling them how much we loved them means so much to them

not even to my mom but to my sister also

when ever i massage (SMS) them

i will say that i loved them and miss them

and the bond  between us become more closer

closer that usual

another thing that i used to do now

before this i dont do it..

i hug my mom tightly

whenever i want to go back to my campus

before this i just "salam" her

same as when i saw her when i came back home for holidays

it is a pleasure things to do

if you can do it to your friends, boyfriend or girlfriend

surely you can do that also to your family

when i have my fever last two weeks for 5 days

ive called my mom

at  2 am

i tell her that im sick

my tempreture 39.1 degree 

that all i can say and the rest..crying on the phone

the next day

i feel my fever is going down

what did you think happening to me?

am i having the fever because im home sick?

for me i think is because of her prayers for me

so now every single day

i tells my mom how much i love her

is not because of that

it is because i know how much she loved me

and i love her too

so much

so if you loved you mom and dad

my advice is to tell them how much you love them

and dont forget to called them

at least once a week

because without knowing

they missed you so much

making my mom smile and happy

is a satisfaction of a lifetime

for me

MOM I LOVED YOU SO MUCH 

IN GOD WILLING, I WILL DO MY BEST AND MAKE YOU HAPPY

AS LONG AS I LIVED

PRAY FOR ME

FORGIVE ME IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG TO YOU

I KNOW IM NOT REALLY A GOOD DAUGHTER

DAD, I LOVED YOU TOO

HOPE YOU WILL HAVE A GOOD PLACE

UP THERE

MY PRAY FOR YOU NEVER GOES OFF UNTIL I DIE

FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING A GOOD DAUGHTER 

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

the river by valerie bloom

the river by valerie bloom is the new Literature that been expose to the students in school.
its the cycle 2... instead of cycle 1 that ive learn .
for me the poems and novel introduced to the students is much more interesting now..
especially the novel.

as for my subject LHE 3211 conducted my mdm juridah
she ask us whether The River is suitable or not for form 1 students.
as for me, the poem is simple and easy to understand.
but for the students who did not have any interest of learning the language (english)
they might find it a bit difficult. because they do not know the underlying meaning of the poems.
so here the teacher needs to guide them. sometimes something that we consider easy is not easy for someone else.

i dont really know the real situation for student learning this poems because it still new.
i hope they could understand this poem.
same like me as  i learn "life as brief candle"

for me The River by Valerie Bloom
is about the river that floe smoothly and some times rage.
it also can be dangerous as a monster that can destroy  yuo.

it is exactly like a journey of life
of your own life.. not always smooth..
sometimes we have to faced difficulty  in life..

looks at this river..

smoothly flows..

without any of distractions..

and here..at the end of the smooth flows..

there a rage in it..

so life isnt smooth as the river..

 and sometime it can be dangerous

like this..

the can trap you..

communication vs writing

as class started yesterday,

its been overwhelming because my first class was oral skills

and the lecturer is one of my fave lecturer

so why my entries title today was communication vs writing is..

lets think..

when you were out of school, or after you graduates,

what are the criteria of english that the company wants from you?

think...

think..

think...

communication skills of course,

they want someone that can speak fluently and appropriately

am i right??

so, what does teacher do in school?

everything is exam oriented,

more emphasized on reading and writing

lack of confidence in speaking..

dont believe me?

go and try to force students to speak in english

you will find that they will have problems to speaks

the nations needs from people to get a jobs is a good communication, good command of english

think back teacher, do we fullfill the requirement for students in their real life?  for their future?

we want a better life for future yet we dont give them what is supposed they have to get a better life.

who is the culprit behind this?

we are all to much exam oriented...

how many intake to entered universities requires interview?

everything is based on result.

that why were are lack of communication skills although we have a bombastic result

again, 

what is the criteria of evaluating communication or oral test?

i strongly think it all based on writing grammar

writing grammar and speaking grammar is not the same.

totally different!

spoken is ungrammatical, so there is no reason for our students afraid to talk

why they are afraid is because of the grammar, they afraid they will get it wrong, their friends will laugh at them.

this is the problems that i can see.. not only in students...but from my own niece

they could not speaks english appropriately..

good language learner is good when they are appropriate.

accuracy is not really taken as a good way to let the students talks.

so, my hope is to get the students what is required for their future.

teacher nowadays is being trough evolution... so what we should be and prepared for our students?

 teacher act like facilitator now, like a lamp, no need to burn themselves down,

just click on one switch, you will guide them in a light that they could depends on,

all now are students centered learning.

well..just look at that...

Saying "we can still be friends" after a breakup, is like saying "hey the dog died but we can still 

keep it".,.Fcuk.,lerhhh.,.

i know putting a status like that on your fb just want to attract other people

to comment on your FB...

but here is the thing

u just a big fat liar

and sweet talker

i remember clearly when u said "no matter what you want to be my friend"

i know you will said that we never even move to that stage..

remember what we discuss??

if i be your girl, then you fine another girl that is more suitable than me for you

what will you do?

u said, maybe you go to her, or you will never accept both 

 but still want me to be your friend.

here a tips for you, 

dont make a status that revealed your foolishness...

because now i can see how foolish you are.

feverrr... =_=

its been 4 days i had this fever..
owh gosh... when do this fever will go away...pleaseee..
i want to go back to my normal activities...

my friends said, when we have fever we should
1. drink a lot of water
2. take a lot of rest
3. dont play in the hot sun
4. eat what it is time
5 take Medicine as the doctor tells

i have do that and done that
but my fever still wont go away....
wuhuhuhuh
misss all the delicious taste....cz i cant tease anything right now.. even plain water tease awfull to me
huhuhuuhuh
 39.1 degree... yeah that is my temperature yesterday..huhuhuhu