its all about YOU

Not everyone gets a second chance. If you do get one, take advantage of it because it's a gift, and it may be something better than you had before!.,.,__\0/_


he only reason why people hold on to memories so tight is because they are the ONLY THINGS that don't change, but everything or everyone else does..,=)


all that is word from you...
first.. u did get the second chance... u said to me before.. what kind of girl do you like.. and u also said.. all that is in me..
u had my love..yet you deny it.. why?? what exactly u searching for?? u said a women didnt know how to differentiate between love and attentions.. but you?? what exactly u searching for.. cz u got my love.... u are what u said... u didnt even know how to differentiate..
u didnt even know what you searching for... why is that?


second... u said u loved me.. and yet you want me to forget about u when u know how much i loved u.. why is that?? what kind of game that you played?? yet u still searching for someone to be your lover when im there, open myself to loved u n let u in...would u like to see people suffer?? is that is?? 


third.. yeah i hold on to my memory same like you... memory about YOU!!  but i cant live in memory.. i have to live in reality.. if the reality is not choosing u n be by your side... yeah.. that the path that i have to choose...


stop making other people life miserable.. 
stop making other cry for u..
stop collecting other people heart and tear it..
just stop ok..
if not u will not be able to find what u seek.
that all... thanks..

skyscraper

well..this song really inspired me....  a lot....

Skies are crying, I am watching

Catching tear drops in my hands

Only silence, as it's ending

Like we never had a chance

yup..its looks like silence as our ending...

u just pretending like we dont have any chance..

Do you have to make me feel like

So there's nothing left of me?

yeah..seriusly.. u are the one who make me feel empty inside my heart

i couldnt move from this spot..

i loved u yet i have to forget about you

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

yes... u couls take everything i have in my life

you can break my heart an my soul like u did now..

like im nothing to you..

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

but i will never give up

i will never ever give up like you

[Bridge:]

As the smoke clears, I awaken

And untangle you from me

Would it make you, feel better

To watch me while I bleed?

you enjoyed it right..to see me suffer..to forget about you

to forget the feeling that i precious most??

All my windows still are broken

But I'm standing on my feet

although its hurt..

im still standing

not moving anywhere..

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]

Go run, run, run

I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear

yeah..im not going anywhere

i will stay right here

to watch you disappear from my heart...

to watch you gone from my life

Yeah oh

Go run, run, run

Yeah, it's a long way down

But I am closer to the clouds up here

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Oh Oh

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the groundSkies are crying, I am watching

Catching tear drops in my hands

Only silence, as it's ending

Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like

So there's nothing left of me?

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]

As the smoke clears, I awaken

And untangle you from me

Would it make you, feel better

To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken

But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

[Bridge:]

Go run, run, run

I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear

Yeah oh

Go run, run, run

Yeah, it's a long way down

But I am closer to the clouds up here

[Chorus:]

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Oh Oh

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

i still have courage to stay although it hurt me so much

because i want to know what will i get in the end of this road..

happiness or sadness..

i accept both..

i will never give up... i will soar up to the sky..

if this love is not mend for me

i will fly again free myself..

yeah... i will be like skyscraper..rising from the ground

as for you..

never return back for me

because when i said im done waiting..

that it

ITS DONE 

engagement

yesterday was my cousin engagement...

so tired..preparing for the goodies bag and so on..

but..it worth it...

now i present to you...

my wishes for the is

may they be together up to the heaven

and happy always...

make up by : isaac zainal (my uncle)

pelamin by :isaac zainal

weird

ok.. it is really..really weird when people doesn't know how to step down from their comfort zone or throne..
why are you fuzz around?? you are not a good director like steven spillberg.. even him doesn't care if people doesn't want him as their director..because he still got another place with chances...
but you.. owh gosh..
we doesn't want you because of what we heard and what we have been trough with you..

please this is our era.. not yours.. yours is over.. accept it ok...
be open to revolutions
our way of working is not the same with yours...
totally different...
why you want it so much?? so that you could tell people "owh i made this..i who teach this...and so on??" like that??
helloo... the glory is to bring college name.. not your own name...
please...

is not that we have the power we are proud of it..
we just want to make a little changes for a better future..
if we are so proud of ourself and the power we had..
we would do things only benefits ourself..
not even for the college community..
we had Key Performence Index to fullfill to the Principal
so if we win we can ask a better facilities for future..
please... open your mind.. understand it...
we need to win 2 more competitions...
after we won 1 st place for "band fighter"
so we have to get two more in order to get what the demanding of the community
to have a better facilities for music room, theater facilities, dance wardrobe.. and so on...
we have responsibilities to carry ok...

 you never know what we been trough now..
CZ YOUR TIME AND OUR TIME IS DIFFERENT..
YOU OLD AND WE STILL YOUNG..
END OF STORY!

meaningful story

i just read a story from my friend facebook..
its kind of sad story..
but the morale in there is so meaningful..
im touched when i read it..

love is easy to get.. and to be loved is not that hard..but to be loved by the one that we loved so much forever is hard to find.. and forever is a very long time..

many obstacle will be in your way..
is not to burden you but God knows what is the best for us
God gave us task is because He knows that we could handle it..

we will
learn to be QUIET from TALK to much
learn to be PATIENCE  from an ANGER
learn DIFFICULTY from living WEALTHY
learn CRYING from a HAPPINESS
learn how to be SINCERE  from a PAINFUL moment
learn how to PRAY from a TASK given by God
learn how to ACCEPT circumstances from FATE

right now i just pray to be a strong person to faced the path upon me..
the obstacle is big, but i hope my prays are even bigger than the obstacle..

story that ive read

true love??

is it true when we loved someone, we must let them go freely
and when they come back to us, it is called true love?
the question is..can we wait?
because waiting is hurting..

another thing
can we take the burden to see someone we love with another people?
can we smile for them? even its hurting us?
is it called true love when people we loved so much is with another people
and we still smile for them and say "i am happy for you"
could we do that?? could i do that?

well im in preparation for that situation..both situation
yes i love him so much..damn much..
but i still have to wait..
because he is not ready for that
but
what kind of guy he is?
when he know how much i loved him and yet he still said that he want to find a girlfriend
who am i actually? is my feeling doesnt count for him?
yet i just smile when he said that although it hurt so much.

what am i suppose to do now?
wait?
leave?
follow the flow?
sometime i wish his heart will opened for me..
but sometime i wish he could find a new girl
so i will move on from this spot..and carry on with my life.
gosh..so frustrated..
=_="

can this.. be my wish list??

my friend did her mikroteaching by using kindle(amazon kindle)

as her subject...

and it makes me think.. i must have kindle...(whahahaha)

and it also becauce it its damn cheapp..

ok..

i could read various books 

without bring the books  with me..

and also i need to read a lot in order to improve my  knowledge

and also my language (specially writing skills)

so..

is anyone out there would be a dear to give me one of this items...

(looking at my mother actually with a spark in my eyes )

(owh shut-up laila, u wouldn't get that from your mom.. if u want it gain it yourself!!)

kindle touch (source :google image)

kindle fire (source :google image)

BEHAVE LAILA!!

the awsamm daysss

its all done...

huraahhh...hurreeyy..

but more to go for me..

it isnt over..yet

this is multimedia for opening ceremony..

my junior did this.. awsammm... :)

this is mm show along the festival..

=)

 our multimedia show for ad libitum production..

awsamm...double awsammm..

hehehe

uber house production

le masque production

our official banner..

5 plays

2 night..

its been a great experience for me..
u guys could visit my lecturer blog for her comment about us..
juridahrashid.blogspot.com
i hope i could do this kind of xtvt again
because it is funnnnnn...hehehe

never ever..and it is serius

i will never give up on you..
i will wait..
although u said no..
but i will wait.. until i get the answer..
no matter how long it is..
i will hold to it..
i will take good care of it..
so it will always be there for you..
until i get the answer from you...

lesson of the day

me and my course mate doing the micro-teaching today

so.. when my friend do her micro teaching..

there a thing that catch my attentions..

when i read the article it is so true..

for me la..

" people will like the real you better for your virtues

not a fake person that no one really knows

so just be you,

speak your mind

that way people will enjoy and comfortable 

being around you

be yourself

and you will find someone

who like you for you

be natural

be the way that you were born to be

for this earth

to notice you"

just a simple quote..but it stays in my memory for a life

^_^

so just be yourself in this world..

don't live in drama and fake life..

its not worth it..

because when people know you lying..

they will mark you as a liar

and person who want to catch attentions.

when you show your real self..

then you will realize who is your true friend..

and who is not..

who love you sincerely

and who is just love you for fun..

being honest is not that hard.

being humble also not that hard..

just stay down to earth.

know where you stands..

with that people will appreciate you more than u know..

^_^

rainbows and cotton candy

I.L.Y.S.M

seriously damn much

u bring so much smile in me today..

i cant get enough of you

i want u beside me all the time..

well that not going to happen..hahahaha

u got ur life and i got mine..

we take it nice and slow..

like what u said..:)

getting to know you is the best thing that ive learn..

the best i could do now is understand u..

i want to be the best for u..

i want to bring smile into your life..

i want to be the one in your heart..

i like the way u are..

the way you rebel

the way u think..

the way u motivate me..

my past..my failure of love

is the best experience that i had..

i hope my experience..will make me do better with u..

to loved and be loved is not easy as 1,2,3

we need to give and take..

love doesn't change someone..but someone need to change for their love

we need to make sacrifice..

"police said loved cannot been caught..

a  pious man said love is a gift..

doctor said love cant be cured..

a judge said love cant be judge..

people always said love is beautiful..

but GOD always said.. love is with HIM"