should i??

this feeling comes again..
the happiness.. the warmth.. the smile..
all that takes to make u happy..

sometimes i am afraid to think bout it..
but i can't deny it..
i can't lie to myself..
am i ready to get open my heart again?
am i ready to love and be loved?
am i ready to get hurt again??

i dont know why i love him..
he always make me smile...
he brings sun and rainbow in my heart..
i like him as he is
i cant deny my feeling for him...

now.. i can only hope
that he could be the one..
cz im tired of frustrating
tired of crying every single night..
tired of being alone.

should i expend the feeling??
or should i kept to myself??