setabah siti hajar

hopefully i will be setabah siti hajar
walau ditinggal oleh nabi ibrahim di tengah2 kawasan yang tiada apa2
namun dia masih mampu untuk berdiri dan hidup..

hopefully i will get that kind of strength..
cz i really need it..
to kak joe, thanks for the advise.. u being such a good friend to me..
i got to be strong to make sure that my life is worth it
yup, i dont want to waste my time..
everyone is evolving, why not me too..

be as strong as stone,
in the smooth swirling water,
because u ought to be
a laugh in a crying river

come on lyla, u can do it *muke gigih..

suck

ok now im tired of everything..
tired of waiting, tired of trying..
cz i know now the real meaning..
thanks for everything..
i love u thou, but i will try my best to get better without you.
but i want you to know, i will love u forever
i will kept it deep down inside my heart with a little candle to light it
so when i remember it, i dont want it to be dark..

owh, and another, im tired of giving my love for someone,
so please.. tak payah nak touching2 dengan entry aku..
i just want to fly, soar as high as i could.
like i said, if u want to catch me,
u can try, but it wont be easy for me to give in.
if u got to catch me, i will stayed in your cage forever.

kisah antara kita

sebentar tadi.. tercipta lagi kisah antara kita
tercipta lagi sebuah kenangan antara kau dan aku..
kenangan yang tidak akan mungkin aku dapat lupakan
kerana kenangan itu hanya kau yang mampu cipta
hanya kau yang mampu beri kepuasan.
"i just want everything to be better and normal again between us"

...........

aku cuba baiki apa yang rosak.. ternyata sukar.. namun aku tak akan berputus asa..

kerana aku tahu siapa pemilik hati.. biar susah, biar sukar.. aku tetap akan cuba

kerana aku berpegang pada janji, janji pada diri sendiri..

"kau akan menjadi orang yang terakhir yang akan aku sayang, dan kau juga orang terakhir yang akan menyentuh hati dan diri ini"

maaf aku tak mampu menerima yang lain walaupun dengan sokongan kau.. akau hanya mahu kau.. tiada yang lain. kerana yang lain sekadar boneka aku.

run..

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run

I just wanna run
I'm out here all alone
I try to call your house
Can't reach you on the phone
I'll gather up the nerve
I'm packing up my bag
It's more than you deserve
Don't treat me like a drag

I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating
Myself, my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself___

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (run, run, run)
I just wanna run (run, run, run)

Like a game of chess
I predict your move
I think I know you better
Better than you do
I'm sick of feeling cheap
Cheated and abused
Sick of losing sleep
Thinking about you

I'm feelin' like I keep on talking
I'm repeating
Myself, my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself___

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run (run, run, run)
I just wanna run (run, run, run)