meaningful story

i just read a story from my friend facebook..
its kind of sad story..
but the morale in there is so meaningful..
im touched when i read it..

love is easy to get.. and to be loved is not that hard..but to be loved by the one that we loved so much forever is hard to find.. and forever is a very long time..

many obstacle will be in your way..
is not to burden you but God knows what is the best for us
God gave us task is because He knows that we could handle it..

we will
learn to be QUIET from TALK to much
learn to be PATIENCE  from an ANGER
learn DIFFICULTY from living WEALTHY
learn CRYING from a HAPPINESS
learn how to be SINCERE  from a PAINFUL moment
learn how to PRAY from a TASK given by God
learn how to ACCEPT circumstances from FATE

right now i just pray to be a strong person to faced the path upon me..
the obstacle is big, but i hope my prays are even bigger than the obstacle..

story that ive read

true love??

is it true when we loved someone, we must let them go freely
and when they come back to us, it is called true love?
the question is..can we wait?
because waiting is hurting..

another thing
can we take the burden to see someone we love with another people?
can we smile for them? even its hurting us?
is it called true love when people we loved so much is with another people
and we still smile for them and say "i am happy for you"
could we do that?? could i do that?

well im in preparation for that situation..both situation
yes i love him so much..damn much..
but i still have to wait..
because he is not ready for that
but
what kind of guy he is?
when he know how much i loved him and yet he still said that he want to find a girlfriend
who am i actually? is my feeling doesnt count for him?
yet i just smile when he said that although it hurt so much.

what am i suppose to do now?
wait?
leave?
follow the flow?
sometime i wish his heart will opened for me..
but sometime i wish he could find a new girl
so i will move on from this spot..and carry on with my life.
gosh..so frustrated..
=_="

can this.. be my wish list??

my friend did her mikroteaching by using kindle(amazon kindle)

as her subject...

and it makes me think.. i must have kindle...(whahahaha)

and it also becauce it its damn cheapp..

ok..

i could read various books 

without bring the books  with me..

and also i need to read a lot in order to improve my  knowledge

and also my language (specially writing skills)

so..

is anyone out there would be a dear to give me one of this items...

(looking at my mother actually with a spark in my eyes )

(owh shut-up laila, u wouldn't get that from your mom.. if u want it gain it yourself!!)

kindle touch (source :google image)

kindle fire (source :google image)

BEHAVE LAILA!!

the awsamm daysss

its all done...

huraahhh...hurreeyy..

but more to go for me..

it isnt over..yet

this is multimedia for opening ceremony..

my junior did this.. awsammm... :)

this is mm show along the festival..

=)

 our multimedia show for ad libitum production..

awsamm...double awsammm..

hehehe

uber house production

le masque production

our official banner..

5 plays

2 night..

its been a great experience for me..
u guys could visit my lecturer blog for her comment about us..
juridahrashid.blogspot.com
i hope i could do this kind of xtvt again
because it is funnnnnn...hehehe

never ever..and it is serius

i will never give up on you..
i will wait..
although u said no..
but i will wait.. until i get the answer..
no matter how long it is..
i will hold to it..
i will take good care of it..
so it will always be there for you..
until i get the answer from you...

lesson of the day

me and my course mate doing the micro-teaching today

so.. when my friend do her micro teaching..

there a thing that catch my attentions..

when i read the article it is so true..

for me la..

" people will like the real you better for your virtues

not a fake person that no one really knows

so just be you,

speak your mind

that way people will enjoy and comfortable 

being around you

be yourself

and you will find someone

who like you for you

be natural

be the way that you were born to be

for this earth

to notice you"

just a simple quote..but it stays in my memory for a life

^_^

so just be yourself in this world..

don't live in drama and fake life..

its not worth it..

because when people know you lying..

they will mark you as a liar

and person who want to catch attentions.

when you show your real self..

then you will realize who is your true friend..

and who is not..

who love you sincerely

and who is just love you for fun..

being honest is not that hard.

being humble also not that hard..

just stay down to earth.

know where you stands..

with that people will appreciate you more than u know..

^_^

rainbows and cotton candy

I.L.Y.S.M

seriously damn much

u bring so much smile in me today..

i cant get enough of you

i want u beside me all the time..

well that not going to happen..hahahaha

u got ur life and i got mine..

we take it nice and slow..

like what u said..:)

getting to know you is the best thing that ive learn..

the best i could do now is understand u..

i want to be the best for u..

i want to bring smile into your life..

i want to be the one in your heart..

i like the way u are..

the way you rebel

the way u think..

the way u motivate me..

my past..my failure of love

is the best experience that i had..

i hope my experience..will make me do better with u..

to loved and be loved is not easy as 1,2,3

we need to give and take..

love doesn't change someone..but someone need to change for their love

we need to make sacrifice..

"police said loved cannot been caught..

a  pious man said love is a gift..

doctor said love cant be cured..

a judge said love cant be judge..

people always said love is beautiful..

but GOD always said.. love is with HIM"